I truely hate how contradicting I seem to be.

I believe or say one thing, then in order to not seem so adamant and see both sides I flop and compromise with what ever the other person thinks. It makes me feel like I don't know who I am, or what I believe, feel and think on my own. I feel like a flake because of it. Its not like I do this purposely or just for odd different things, but nearly EVERYTHING.
In ways I dont know how to stop it simply because when I do, I feel like a bitch. But I'm learning and I'm trying, some things I'm not going to compromise anymore. I'm not going to sugar coat anything, and what I think and feel...it is what it is. I'm sorry if you dont feel the same, but too bad for you.
It is about time I really find who I am, and have feelings of my own.
Believe what I want to,
and not let EVERYONE influence me so much.