I wish some days I could simply sit and let my inner five year old come out, and just colour the FUCKING world with my CRAYONS, and let my imagination run FUCKING wild.
3.31.2011
3.30.2011
3.28.2011
Sometimes it takes something like watching the Junos to make one realize that there is so much musical talent in Canada alone to make you proud to come from here. Then its things like just sitting on a bench, in a coffee shop, in a park, people watching & thinking or just driving over what may seem like the highest peak around, seeing the beauty for miles, to see it.
3.26.2011
3.18.2011
i can hear ticking clocks,
running rampant in me,
chiming in apogee
waiting for the synergy
of her and me waiting on the light
and i never say goodnight
never say that i'm always right
now in you girl
i'm consent to drown
you're so high and i'm so down
this night'll end sooner but much sooner now
i'm awake in you and you're asleep in me
all the things i'll never be
make me wonder could you see
and i said
wait, till i hit the ground harder
wish i could wait, to i could hear your heartbeat fast
wish i could wait till i missed her flavour
my days are numbered here
and i don't want to be the last one home
don't want to be the last one home
though i'm weak inside
i'm thriving just the same
still calling out your name
wondering who it is that i should blame
stabbing hard and buried
consciousness and fear
forgetting others i hold dear
wontcha maybe could you hear
and i said to
wait, till i hit the ground harder
wish i could wait, to hear your heartbeat fast
wish i could wait till i missed her flavour
my days are numbered here
and i don't want to be the last one home
no no no
the last one home
(oh here we go...)
there you are baby
just waiting on the sun
just staring at the sky
said when will he be done
and i said there you are baby
waiting on the sun
staring at the sky
said when will he be done
when will he be done
and i wish i could wait, till i see you shaking
wish i could wait to pull out of this one fast
wish i could wait till i taste your flavour
and maybe i can savour every last drop
and i said
wait, till i hit the ground harder
wish i could wait, to hear to hear your heartbeat fast
i wish i could wait to see you shaking
my days are numbered here
and i don't want to be the last one home
the last one home
the last one home
running rampant in me,
chiming in apogee
waiting for the synergy
of her and me waiting on the light
and i never say goodnight
never say that i'm always right
now in you girl
i'm consent to drown
you're so high and i'm so down
this night'll end sooner but much sooner now
i'm awake in you and you're asleep in me
all the things i'll never be
make me wonder could you see
and i said
wait, till i hit the ground harder
wish i could wait, to i could hear your heartbeat fast
wish i could wait till i missed her flavour
my days are numbered here
and i don't want to be the last one home
don't want to be the last one home
though i'm weak inside
i'm thriving just the same
still calling out your name
wondering who it is that i should blame
stabbing hard and buried
consciousness and fear
forgetting others i hold dear
wontcha maybe could you hear
and i said to
wait, till i hit the ground harder
wish i could wait, to hear your heartbeat fast
wish i could wait till i missed her flavour
my days are numbered here
and i don't want to be the last one home
no no no
the last one home
(oh here we go...)
there you are baby
just waiting on the sun
just staring at the sky
said when will he be done
and i said there you are baby
waiting on the sun
staring at the sky
said when will he be done
when will he be done
and i wish i could wait, till i see you shaking
wish i could wait to pull out of this one fast
wish i could wait till i taste your flavour
and maybe i can savour every last drop
and i said
wait, till i hit the ground harder
wish i could wait, to hear to hear your heartbeat fast
i wish i could wait to see you shaking
my days are numbered here
and i don't want to be the last one home
the last one home
the last one home
today has made me miss you.
I've never really 'celebrated' St. Patrick's Day in any such form, but this year I had a feeling to. I still didnt really in any form, but to have worn the colour green today. Being the only one in my work place to, I felt as though I stuck out like a sore thumb. Though having done it for you I didnt feel so bad. To some I justified my only reasoning for it, and others I just casually agreed to it as the typical meaning. In no way did I do what most do and drink myself senseless, mock the true Irish with a horrendous drunken imitation of the way they talk, nor did I dance around as if I were a abnormally huge leprechaun. I did wish that you were here though, talking about how you love green, talking with an accent, and making it less than a night of drinking but more of oneself, and who you were. I know things are better for you now, but I still wish you were here and bragging about your luck of bein' an Irish gal.
I've never really 'celebrated' St. Patrick's Day in any such form, but this year I had a feeling to. I still didnt really in any form, but to have worn the colour green today. Being the only one in my work place to, I felt as though I stuck out like a sore thumb. Though having done it for you I didnt feel so bad. To some I justified my only reasoning for it, and others I just casually agreed to it as the typical meaning. In no way did I do what most do and drink myself senseless, mock the true Irish with a horrendous drunken imitation of the way they talk, nor did I dance around as if I were a abnormally huge leprechaun. I did wish that you were here though, talking about how you love green, talking with an accent, and making it less than a night of drinking but more of oneself, and who you were. I know things are better for you now, but I still wish you were here and bragging about your luck of bein' an Irish gal.
3.11.2011
Dear AmandaGILBIE.
Your baby needs to hurry up and get here, simply because I can't wait to adore this kid, and spoil it like mad, just like Howlett plans too. I do share your want for a little boy, and a girl would be the cutest! I know you will be a great mom, and I know no one expected it so soon but in a way its what you were meant to be. I know I havent been the greatest for talking to you as much as we used to but you know that you are one of my best friends and I am always here for you. I will always be there when you need me, and I know you look at this all the time and this is my way of saying this to you. To sum this up, you will be an awesome mom, your kid will be adorable, its set up for free photo shoots already by yours truly, and this kid is going to put me in debt and get away with it.
Your baby needs to hurry up and get here, simply because I can't wait to adore this kid, and spoil it like mad, just like Howlett plans too. I do share your want for a little boy, and a girl would be the cutest! I know you will be a great mom, and I know no one expected it so soon but in a way its what you were meant to be. I know I havent been the greatest for talking to you as much as we used to but you know that you are one of my best friends and I am always here for you. I will always be there when you need me, and I know you look at this all the time and this is my way of saying this to you. To sum this up, you will be an awesome mom, your kid will be adorable, its set up for free photo shoots already by yours truly, and this kid is going to put me in debt and get away with it.
Love, Aunt Winter (that will take some getting used to) |
3.10.2011
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happythings.
happythings.
summerfreelove |
funny, epitome of the young generation. |
Fireflies. |
3.09.2011
3.03.2011
So look extremely cute guy that comes into work,
I wish you wouldnt make me so nervous when you come in, I can barely talk to you.
It freaks me out, and makes me feel like I will never have a real conversation to you, or mess up
talking to you everytime we speak.
& stop going to other tellers, I want to talk to you!
haha :)
I wish you wouldnt make me so nervous when you come in, I can barely talk to you.
It freaks me out, and makes me feel like I will never have a real conversation to you, or mess up
talking to you everytime we speak.
& stop going to other tellers, I want to talk to you!
haha :)
3.01.2011
happy |ˈhapē|
adjective ( -pier , -piest )
1 feeling or showing pleasure or contentment : Melissa came in looking happy and excited | [with clause ] we're just happy that he's still alive | [with infinitive ] they are happy to see me doing well.
• [ predic. ] ( happy about) having a sense of confidence in or satisfaction with (a person, arrangement, or situation) : I was never very happy about the explanation | I can't say they looked too happy about it, but a deal's a deal.
• [ predic. ] ( happy with) satisfied with the quality or standard of : I'm happy with his performance.
• [with infinitive ] willing to do something : we will be happy to advise you.
• (of an event or situation) characterized by happiness : we had a very happy, relaxed time.
• [ attrib. ] used in greetings : happy birthday.
• [ attrib. ] fortunate and convenient : he had the happy knack of making people like him.
2 [in combination ] informal inclined to use a specified thing excessively or at random : our litigation-happy society.
things that make me happy:
adjective ( -pier , -piest )
1 feeling or showing pleasure or contentment : Melissa came in looking happy and excited | [with clause ] we're just happy that he's still alive | [with infinitive ] they are happy to see me doing well.
• [ predic. ] ( happy about) having a sense of confidence in or satisfaction with (a person, arrangement, or situation) : I was never very happy about the explanation | I can't say they looked too happy about it, but a deal's a deal.
• [ predic. ] ( happy with) satisfied with the quality or standard of : I'm happy with his performance.
• [with infinitive ] willing to do something : we will be happy to advise you.
• (of an event or situation) characterized by happiness : we had a very happy, relaxed time.
• [ attrib. ] used in greetings : happy birthday.
• [ attrib. ] fortunate and convenient : he had the happy knack of making people like him.
2 [in combination ] informal inclined to use a specified thing excessively or at random : our litigation-happy society.
the moon. |
old photos of strangers |
exotic flowers |
hugging |
sleep |
live shows: liberating feelings |
summer: warm feelings and thoughts |
breathtaking moments |
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